A lot of art I create reflects things I really enjoy or understand,
But then there are the other things i paint because I don't understand. Cant understand them. Won't or try to or even know why some of these even came about?
Some are studies, some are reconstructions from memory. A few were even made after I stopped remembering.
Either way, this is where I keep them.
redroom 
13 after reset. Dream reconstruction (pastels)
Pulling
Clown spirit (pastels)
Insectoid incident (oil on canvas)

Chaos magick 
Blue roof (pastels)
wormhole with sugarcoated shadows.
first conscious dark night of the soul entry point

Dis ease
Serpent

Same numbers every day
the Saturn cube orbits and blocks my eye every now and then telling me to quit painting
desensitized internet users

I am 

Arcturus
Watcher
This moment feels familiar 
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